Saturday, November 12, 2011

happy 25th wedding anniversary


Sometimes a gentle smile states happiness , a gesture in its purest form shows applaud ,sometimes a thought is equally important as an action.. at such few moments celebration is nothing but being with you..  sit next to you ...watch you talk..share a laugh . Some things are better unsaid , unmeasured because their evaluation however enlarged would make them small. 

I can do something to make you more happier yet I sit still ....may be I m helpless..may be not. But then your happiness is all the more linked with my happiness so I start being happy for you until my job pays off . So for now we have a talk and that is it for your 25th anniversary dear Dad n Mummi and when you say that we can celebrate next year I can see how our thoughts communicate  . Time will come and we will celebrate but these times are like floating water-vapors  in morning sunlight.. hanging in air because they are too pure to land on ground… God bless such times.
The best thing is that I don't have to make you believe Dad that I do feel happy today even if I don't do something special for you and  Mummi ….  feeling as if I am still inside you.. nothing but only you are my world still I can't see you.

Monday, April 4, 2011

Maa

She is the refuge of the universe and Her nature is Turîya Chaitanya. Mahâ Lakshmi is Her Sattvikî S’akti; Sarasvati is Her Râjasik S’akti and Mahâ Kâlî is Her Tâmasik S’akti; these are all of feminine forms. Mother of all human beings , She is my caretaker for " I am a wish fulfilled " . Four years after marriage when I was born my parents credited the wish they made in khurad mandir. The belief became stronger as the time went by .
 My mother has always been an overwhelmed devotee of Hers considering the amounts of wishes she makes and the countless fasts she takes. The family Goddess always took care of everything as I moved a step ahead in Her devotion every next day. Everything that came to us good or bad , I think was Her choice for a mother knows better than a son.

Amidst all temporary , transitory  forms of love, care and affection in life I find solace in nothing but Her admiration .The eternal serenity and gratification cries out my soul for a reason unknown. What never leaves me alone is Her presence ,a mere thought imparts absolute happiness. A day shall come that I would be fortunate enough to be at your doors in the village whenever i wish... i m living for dat day.